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XieiFwAC 2023-05-18 23:23:10
记一下随便记一下。
XieiFwAC Po 2024-03-21 22:50:28
56</ID>
<DefaultText>"What brought you here?"</DefaultText>
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<ID>57</ID>
<DefaultText>"Kraking bones and voices high in ire. That warm molasses feeling that crips down your gut when crisis is nigh."</DefaultText>
XieiFwAC Po 2024-03-21 22:55:29
>>Po.1219570

<DefaultText>She scratches her chin. "Most interesting, but not the kind of Awakening I can study, I'm afraid. I need someone whose Awakened soul can be triggered with predictable stimuli. Souls such as these tend to manifest as alternate personas in the host."


这里我的流程没触发过,所以一开始没看到……

已经够清楚了,说明aloth这种类型的awaken并非个例,甚至有专门的领域。
XieiFwAC Po 2024-03-21 23:23:15
>>Po.1218747
>>Po.1209928
再稍微多思考一点吧
He wasn’t aware of screaming, but by the time the pain faded to a dull throb, his throat was raw.
He had never figured out whether this was an inevitable part of her
emergence or whether she did this to spite him
Her laughter jangled like a set of rusty keys in his aching skull.

而iselmyr回答是:
>>Po.1219571
Kraking bones and voices high in ire. That warm molasses feeling that crips down your gut when crisis is nigh.

家暴的场合诱发awaken,但是因为iselmyr作为这个灵魂的past time所以来临。
而并非来自aloth的解离。创伤很容易引发awaken,因此铸魂师才会问 "To begin. Tell me something personal. Something from a time before your Awakening."

意思是,创伤带来awaken,awakening带来past time,带来的可以是iselmyr也可以是另一位past time(或许也会是侵略性强的一位)

所以aloth强调>He grits his teeth painfully. "I've given her nothing. She usurps me in my own body."

aloth没有选择。

他没有选择iselmyr的到来(他非常不乐意),更没有选择awakening。

但是是创伤场合带来的awakening。一个有知觉的幼年智慧生物在遭受无端的暴力时没有办法选择不受到生理和心理上的伤害。
父亲的暴力,是最不想选择承受和最没有选择的。
这里的选择指的是左右父亲的客观行动以及承受的侵害。

aloth主体行动是跑,从第一次挨打就已经选择,入学后也没动摇
XieiFwAC Po 2024-03-21 23:53:14
>>Po.1219597
但他的跑路对awakening和iselmyr并不奏效。

考虑到iselmyr在柱子二里比柱子一要平和了一些(然而也会骂coxfither,会调笑eder亲她然后叫出差点没了初吻的aloth),毕竟休战了,而之前50年里都像柱子一里那样三句不离下体(黑猎犬酒馆一次,努亚堡一次,娥狄卡下水道一次,疗养院一次),真的,木精灵还要活那么久……真的是要相处二百五十年…

偏题了。
其实最开始只是用
>>Po.1219571
Kraking bones and voices high in ire. That warm molasses feeling that crips down your gut when crisis is nigh.
回答一下这个问题↓
He had never figured out whether this was an inevitable part of her
emergence or whether she did this to spite him.

我的理解是,都不是。
emergence只能用在把他父亲手臂折成三截的场合。
因为自那之后,iselmyr一直存在,所以是醒了,平时不彰显存在可以认为是小睡,或者安静,只是不发言而已。
而iselmyr也并不是did this to spite him,恰恰相反是aloth躯体化了,痛得连iselmyr都受不了,没法不吱声,所以她骂骂咧咧忍不住吼出声音了。毕竟共享感官(灵魂)。
是iselmyr,自己,主动发言的。
所以iselmyr会抱怨自己被困在aloth这,又痛又烦。
(正因为活过一遭,所以知道自己拥有自己的身体时的人生如何,才会抱怨*受困*,却从始至终对夺取aloth身体的主导权从未有过任何念头,她字典里没有)。

本来iselmyr也是她有兴趣插话就很自然流畅随心所欲地想出来就出来这样,至少在这方面一直很自由……所以绝不是那种危机时才会触发的防御机制。
XieiFwAC Po 2024-03-22 00:00:56
>>Po.1209926
考虑到这篇似乎从头至尾都没有提到aloth的小动作——当然也有可能是因为没有视点在观察他,(真的吗?),但是扯袖子之类的其实非常明显……
可以认为这是进入灰钥后培养的新的习惯routine么?
Calm lived in the familiar contours of routine. It inhabited the splash
of cool water from the basin on his bedside table and the soft kiss of the
towel as he dried his face with one, two, three gentle pats.
He’d spent years cultivating his habits, and they served him well
enough.
给灰钥打工要求戴面具的,总不能一紧张当着上司面回宿舍(没有宿舍吧,灰钥不包住吧)摘了面具擦脸吧,没这条件。
XieiFwAC Po 2024-03-22 00:09:05
>>Po.1219625
iselmyr在这一点的态度可以看出来不少东西。
这么个火爆脾气真的会让自己受委屈?放弃争取自己的故事?只能是因为诱惑不足以打动她。
>"Ye dinnae conne him as I do. Poor lad has a kind, trusting heart. He wants that I should be happy."
所以只能在iselmyr的确是past time,拥有过一次人生,才能这样说。
XieiFwAC Po 2024-03-22 00:11:00
>>Po.1219652
>>Po.1202210
>"Pardon me, are you speaking from experience?" Arms folded, Aloth cuts a cold glance in your direction.</
<DefaultText>"Aye, you thinkin you conne whit is 't to be a pair o' minds fechtin for ane body?"

Aloth's expression briefly twists into a fierce snarl before smoothing back into his usual dispassionate half-frown.</DefaultText>
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<DefaultText>"Iselmyr and I may share a soul - and &lt;i&gt;my&lt;/i&gt; body - but we are each of us our own person. I have not lived her life, and she has not lived mine. We are &lt;i&gt;not&lt;/i&gt; the same."
XieiFwAC Po 2024-03-22 14:10:38
player voice female 5人配了8种声音,没有具体标注,就只能自己听辨了。

/Stephanie-Sheh/
/Tara-Platt/ Grieving Mother
/Mela-Lee/ pallegina
/Valerie-Arem/ Iovara
/Cindy Robinson/ Sagani / Calisca
XieiFwAC Po 2024-03-22 14:14:06
>>Po.1203090
>>Po.1219899
好难,根本没发现male sinister 也是同一个配音。

/Stephanie-Sheh/


/Tara-Platt/ Grieving Mother
3-feisty

/Mela-Lee/ pallegina


/Valerie-Arem/ Iovara


/Cindy Robinson/ Sagani / Calisca
XieiFwAC Po 2024-03-22 14:42:46
cast都是怪物,除了gm和iovara有辨识度一点其他完全不确定.....

/Stephanie-Sheh/


/Tara-Platt/ Grieving Mother
3-feisty 7-smooth

/Mela-Lee/ pallegina


/Valerie-Arem/ Iovara
2-mystic

/Cindy Robinson/ Sagani / Calisca
1-Noble 8-cocky 4 -sinister?
XieiFwAC Po 2024-03-22 21:46:31
You're in luck. I have a volunteer."</DefaultText>
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<ID>7</ID>
<DefaultText>Aloth's lips curl into a frown. "I don't know about this."</DefaultText>>"I beg your pardon?"</DefaultText>
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<ID>12</ID>
<DefaultText>"I jest! You Aedyrans are so uptight. I do not even know what the thing is used for. It belonged to the last occupant of this office, I think. Now, they upgrade him to a cell.

"Again. I jest."</DefaultText>
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<ID>13</ID>
<DefaultText>She rubs her hands together, getting down to business. "So. I need you to sit here..." She takes Aloth by the shoulders and steers him to the couch. "And try to relax. But don't try too hard. Then you will not be relaxing."</DefaultText>
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<ID>14</ID>
<DefaultText>"Indeed." His eyes are humorless. </DefaultText>
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<ID>15</ID>
<DefaultText>"And you must also wear these. A little cold, but the copper will help conduct your essence." The animancer fastens thick copper bands to Aloth's forehead and wrists. As she ratchets them tighter, his face twitches with suppressed irritation. </t>Aloth squirms on the couch. "Very well."

</DefaultText>t>ultText>"What do you remember about your home?"</DefaultText>"It is a dynamic and respected field. Even the Baelreach Incident did little to slow it." She shrugs. "People in the Republics are more accepting of risk. Less superstitious. Ready to try anything that shows promise."</DefaultText>
<FemaleText />
XieiFwAC Po 2024-03-22 21:52:48
xt>Aloth blinks back at you, and in the midst of his perturbation, you're not quite sure who's looking out of his eyes. "That's utter horseshit."</D

<DefaultText>"Iselmyr manifests when Aloth is in danger or under pressure."</DefaultText>
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<ID>78</ID>
<DefaultText>"You're close. I think Iselmyr's appearances are related to potential sources of trouble for Aloth."</DefaultText>
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<ID>79</ID>
<DefaultText>"Aloth's right. That's absurd. Iselmyr obviously shows up when he feels threatened."</DefaultText>
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<ID>80</ID>
<DefaultText>Bellasege carefully scratches her jaw, her gaze darting between you and Aloth. "I... suppose that could be true." She jots another note. "I'll have to check this against other research."</DefaultText>
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<ID>81</ID>
<DefaultText>He removes the copper bands. "Well and good for you, but what does this mean for me?"</DefaultText>
<FemaleText />
</Entry>
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<ID>82</ID>
<DefaultText>Bellasege frowns at her notes, tapping her cheek with a quill and making a grand show of concentration. However, you catch her stealing a glance at you over the pages.</DefaultText>
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<ID>83</ID>
<DefaultText>"Iselmyr tries to take control from you when she thinks you can't face a problem on your own. You can't let her make these decisions for you."</DefaultText>
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</Entry>
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<ID>84</ID>
<DefaultText>"She did you a favor by dealing with your father, didn't she? I think she's trying to help you stand up for yourself. You may not like her methods, but you should hear her out."</DefaultText>
<FemaleText />
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<ID>85</ID>
<DefaultText>"It seems that Iselmyr steps in when she determines that you're in danger. It's not clear yet whether this is a help or hindrance."<"My thoughts exactly. I'll have to be more careful about her from now on.

"I've got a lot to process. Regardless, thank you for your help, [Player Name]." He does not look at Bellasege.</DefaultText>
<FemaleText />
</Entry>
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<ID>87</ID>
<DefaultText>"If you had to listen to her half as much as I do, you wouldn't say that." He scowls, but you notice something thoughtful in his frown.

"I've got a lot to process. Regardless, thank you for your help, [Player Name]." He does not look at Bellasege.</DefaultText>
<FemaleText />
</Entry>
<Entry>
<ID>88</ID>
<DefaultText>"From my position, I'd say it's pretty clearly a hindrance.

"I've got a lot to process. Regardless, thank you for your help, [Player Name]." He does not look at Bellasege.</DefaultText>
<FemaleText />
</Entry>
<Entry>
<ID>89</ID>
<DefaultText>As you turn to leave, you catch a darting movement out of the corner of your eye. Bellasege is humming to herself, still occupied with her scope, but Aloth is holding her notes. He's just about to tuck them into his cloak when he catches you watching.

He holds a finger to his lips, his eyes wide and imploring. "Please. I don't want my personal information published like this. Especially not after her nonsense."</DefaultText>
<FemaleText />xt>His grimace melts into a crooked smile. "Aye, advancing the rightwise principles of animancy. Just what ye've always wanted."</DefaultText>
<FemaleText />DefaultText>"Fair enough. But do it quietly."</DefaultText>ext>He hides the papers in his cloak. "Nye to worry. We'll see to this on our own."</DefaultText>
XieiFwAC Po 2024-03-22 21:53:05
>>Po.1220156
99</ID>
<DefaultText>He closes his eyes. "Comfortable. Modest. Quiet when Mother is away, which is most of the time. Quiet enough to hear the clink of glass on wood. This is when I know to be most careful.

"Father is good about hiding the bottles. Mother, when she is home, is good at pretending not to notice them."</DefaultText>
<FemaleText />
XieiFwAC Po 2024-03-22 21:53:57
>"I've tracked Iselmyr's essence throughout the exchange. She had a particularly high density index during the most heated portions of their argument, and her essence seemed to localize most clearly in the lower portion of the subject's left ribcage.

"That's right around the spleen, which, of course, means that she is triggered by black bile. No doubt the subject's characteristic melancholy is to blame."</DefaultText>
<FemaleText />
</Entry>
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<ID>102</ID>
<DefaultText>"If you're right, then removing Aloth's spleen should cure him."</DefaultText>
<FemaleText />
</Entry>
<Entry>
<ID>103</ID>
<DefaultText>Her eyes brighten. "Now, that may be worth a try..."</DefaultText>
<FemaleText />
</Entry>
<Entry>
<ID>104</ID>
<DefaultText>"Absolutely not!" He jumps up from the couch. "It's obvious enough." He bites his lip. "Iselmyr appears when one of us perceives a threat. That's why she's always just in time to make a bad situation worse."</DefaultText>

草,原来她真的打算摘器官啊?
XieiFwAC Po 2024-03-22 21:55:49
GM

t>"His mind is full of hesitations... angles upon angles. Drawing him out of his own fears will be difficult."<
XieiFwAC Po 2024-03-24 22:22:40
carver在序章里默认穿灰卫甲啊[ ゚∀。]
我一周目没带他下深坑中毒就出来当甜不辣了……
XieiFwAC Po 2024-03-25 17:55:33
觉醒安招募时初始派系纯灵疗,不带血法的……看来默认的阿玛兰汀指挥官给他点了这专精。
XieiFwAC Po 2024-03-25 18:08:12
阿梅尔是霍克妈的姓氏,以及起源灰卫法环人类的……嗯。
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起源终于出双语mod了,好好好,
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XieiFwAC Po 2024-03-26 22:48:11
>>Po.1138942
……纯粹为了收藏。
从来没有想过有一天会产生主动戴上的念头,并且心情居然会变得如此特殊,非常奇妙,兴奋得思考着耳洞的事接着掰坏耳夹的小组件.拆开后挂耳廓更开心了。

后悔没有跟二团再入一个,十天前截止了。

不过没关系。
XieiFwAC Po 2024-03-26 23:07:15
>>Po.1223009
今日之前决计不会发生在未来里的幻景。
上一个是养猫,养第二只猫,同时养两只猫。
一些曾经完全生不出兴致提不起劲甚至刻意拒绝的事。

这几年的失调经那日的尝试后突然间似乎一切都在往可以走下去的方向发展。
如果没有这几年,也不会有这样的行动就是了。
……魔法一样,是因为快到了年纪么。

写的东西,打的工,养的猫,看的电影,打的游戏。
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